theres photographic evidence of the last thing i want to see
fuck him
literally hate myself right now
not seen the massive dick in ages
not rating seeing him aat all
fuck fuck fuck fuck this
It's the smiling on the package It's the faces in the sand It's the thought that moves you upwards Embracing me with two hands
Wednesday, May 20
Tuesday, May 19
the cold
my hands can barely move
typing it much easier then writing though
this it the reasoning for not completing a maths paper even though i have an exam tomorrow
my bulimia is progressing at an alarming rate
sometimes i physically feel everything i eat must be vommed back up
barrrrrrr sugar puffs
i love god damn sugar puffs
i would love to live of a bowl of sugar puffs alone
magiccccccccccccc
im currently downloading the entire jigga back catalogue.
love him love him
i decided to become a whore. it works for the rest of my friends. being whorey and skanky. i need sex. i miss sex. it shouldnt be this hard for the young.
current obsession with platting my hair
it looks like a nest of dreams to be fairrrr,,
all boys must be gay
thinner then i have been in a while llikeee
gonna vom some more
hi ho.
typing it much easier then writing though
this it the reasoning for not completing a maths paper even though i have an exam tomorrow
my bulimia is progressing at an alarming rate
sometimes i physically feel everything i eat must be vommed back up
barrrrrrr sugar puffs
i love god damn sugar puffs
i would love to live of a bowl of sugar puffs alone
magiccccccccccccc
im currently downloading the entire jigga back catalogue.
love him love him
i decided to become a whore. it works for the rest of my friends. being whorey and skanky. i need sex. i miss sex. it shouldnt be this hard for the young.
current obsession with platting my hair
it looks like a nest of dreams to be fairrrr,,
all boys must be gay
thinner then i have been in a while llikeee
gonna vom some more
hi ho.
Friday, May 15
howls moving castle
watched it to cheer me up to be fair it didnt work
with the epic depressing rain and freezing temperatures
im not aloud to put the heating on as its may
logical in these recesive times
staying in and wallowing
sarah silverman and my sister ffor company
could be worse.
rilo kiley speaks the truth . god bless jenny
i want it to be like last year again, i was much happier then
hi ho
with the epic depressing rain and freezing temperatures
im not aloud to put the heating on as its may
logical in these recesive times
staying in and wallowing
sarah silverman and my sister ffor company
could be worse.
rilo kiley speaks the truth . god bless jenny
i want it to be like last year again, i was much happier then
hi ho
how are you doing in economics
I had to look after my little sister for a mere hour today
and i soon realised i could never be a mother
i dont know why i bother eating at the moment
i always end up voming it up in the toilets later
wallow for a little bit then ignore my hunger for the rest of the day.
im trying to ignore him and forget his existance, but i cant help my need to be funny and interesting when he is in sight.
my battle to be thinner then her is won, has been from the start.
i want to go out tonight.
but everytime i do it drives my mum futher away from me.
its scary how she can effect every decision i make.
my friend should be picking me up soon, for a drive.
i cant stand being in a car with her.
if she sings or raps.
she thinks she is better then me
probably is but im more individual and she cant stand that
her pretention is what makes me hate her most.
i knew her when she was as plain as 'her'.
now she likes the smiths and considers her self unique.
when there is 10000000 people out there like her and when she goes to uni she will see this
until then i will have to put up with it
hi ho
Thursday, May 14
hungry
i love jay-z
he is my actual hero
i mean im not the typical hip hop fan
i mostly like the early 90's era to be fair
it shocks most people when i tell them
i wish i found more people interesting
i hate it when my friend starts talking to people when were out
i could never be like that
she sees no problem in her overly friendly ways
and she really pisses me off when i confront her about anything
she gets defensive like i dont have the right to say anything
i hate him i hate him i hate him
hi ho
he is my actual hero
i mean im not the typical hip hop fan
i mostly like the early 90's era to be fair
it shocks most people when i tell them
i wish i found more people interesting
i hate it when my friend starts talking to people when were out
i could never be like that
she sees no problem in her overly friendly ways
and she really pisses me off when i confront her about anything
she gets defensive like i dont have the right to say anything
i hate him i hate him i hate him
hi ho
bordem and the need to vent
Im trying to revise,,
watching tv instead
no surprises there. ive seen this episode of the hills twenty times but it makes no difference
i like to relate it to my life, and i can.
but my one relationship which has caused me to become bitter before my time is something i shouldnt be thinking about
im making myself sick and i have no reason to
im happy with my weight
but im so fucked up i seeme to think if im thinner then her i am therefore better then her ##
this is infact not true, she probably is better then me.
i constantly call her plain, but whats wrong with that
we dont all need to be wonderous crazy people
im starting to think there was only one person in the entire world who found me attractive
and hes a dick
but what man isnt
im trying to put all my effort into exams
i want A's
want to go to uni and become an accountant
orrr work in american apparel
orr open a christian book shop
im not religious but i think it would be fun
hi ho
watching tv instead
no surprises there. ive seen this episode of the hills twenty times but it makes no difference
i like to relate it to my life, and i can.
but my one relationship which has caused me to become bitter before my time is something i shouldnt be thinking about
im making myself sick and i have no reason to
im happy with my weight
but im so fucked up i seeme to think if im thinner then her i am therefore better then her ##
this is infact not true, she probably is better then me.
i constantly call her plain, but whats wrong with that
we dont all need to be wonderous crazy people
im starting to think there was only one person in the entire world who found me attractive
and hes a dick
but what man isnt
im trying to put all my effort into exams
i want A's
want to go to uni and become an accountant
orrr work in american apparel
orr open a christian book shop
im not religious but i think it would be fun
hi ho
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