Shave

im a sneaky little bitch.

i have no respect for any person other then myself

i look like a fucking lesser

to quote my mother after i came home with a partially shaven head


i enjoy the fucking thing greatly, i HATE being boring
with the short pixie cut its basically thattt

now i feel betterrrr


im glad i did it.


now i have to sit in my room all night every night as my mother can not look at me
and my sister is disgusted by my face

i want to move away
so far awayyy

but its an impossible wish

Neglect

I have neglected you so much my blog,

i guess its here when i need it.

ventventvent

I read the diary of a 17 year old boy on platform
and felt the need to be like him

express my thoughts and feelings to an audience
but in my case the audience is just me


So im alot better than i was a few months ago
its all down to him
he is new, older, better then most ive met
and im hypnotized by his hair

hes far away though, quite the distance
and i said to myself i wouldnt get to attached
but i think im a liar